I turn 26 on this up and coming Tuesday and it never fails that the days leading to my birthday tend to be hard.
I have felt better since The last time I wrote. I haven’t worked much because I have been very sick. So being at home hasn’t been hard but my husband and I haven’t been linking together lately. I guess it happens sometimes.
I keep forgetting that my birthday is coming up. I honestly could careless. I haven’t planned anything other than LA with Jaime.
Jaime also bought this red dress I liked in forever 21.
I love it. It makes me feel like a rich white woman. If you ever seen the documentary Paris Is Burning, you know that is the aesthetic.
I’m suppose to be part of one of my friends wedding next month and whew. It hasn’t been bad until a whole dress fiasco. I still don’t feel right about it. She also made me feel some type of way when she said my dress was cute (I had to post it for the gram) and asked why I bought it for? I won’t go into detail but it really makes me question our friendship over a fucking dress.
Anyway I have actually have seen my parents recently. They were gone for awhile. My dad was in Mexico City and my mom went all over Central America. They both brought me some nice goodies. I bought some primer to help my mom paint her house. I have made it my goal to help her makeover the house one day out of the week, every week.
Some small random tidbits but I was around Murrieta the last few days and there has been a beautiful migration of butterflies. I don’t remember the last time I saw so many butterflies. I don’t know if I should be scared though. (*insert an ironic lol)
Another thing is my last post was on education and isn’t it wild how I was talking about education and class and this whole college scandal came out! Am I surprised? Obviously not but at least it’s in the mainstream media. I’m not super confident of actual consequences though.