Things seem to be looking up a little.
I don’t hate work as much I use to, mostly because my coworkers deadass don’t talk to me. It’s fine. (Mostly because I don’t talk to them either) At first it bothered me because I feel kinda lonely but it’s fine. I rather not speak to anyone then having drama for no fucking reason. Also a customer brought me tacos which was really nice like I can’t get over it. I am starting to get a little feisty with customers because some of them have been playing too much with me.
I got a letter from my brother. It really made my day. I really needed it to be honest because I feel for awhile I have been out of my mind and just sad. It’s the birthday blues I tell ya! Also for the fact that I feel so out of control and everything in my life sucks. I’m just dramatic but it’s been hard these past few weeks.
Today is my last day of work. I took a whole week off. I didn’t work that much either because I have been sick but a full time job is a little too much job for me.
I’m excited for my birthday! Jaime and I are going to go to Mexico. (I changed my mind on LA) We are going to the beach in Rosarito and I haven’t been there since I was a kid but I’m a little nervous because it’s spring break time and I hate a crowd, especially a college party crowd.