Life has been full of ups and downs. Mostly downs if I want to be real.
The past few days have kept me busy. On Sunday I went to the Millennium tour with my cousins.
(Only one cousin pictured)
It was cool. Yin Yang twins were the best performers but I’m so glad I got to finally see Lloyd live. Lloyd is probably my favorite r&b musician unless Partynextdoor counts.
Although I feel I overshared with my cousins. My family likes to talk and usually not in a positive light. It’s whatever. I’m really honestly fucking over it. People talk shit when you are doing good and when you are doing bad. What’s a girl to do? I’m a little concerned about one of my cousins. I knew she was going through it but she made it evident that day that she wasn’t okay.
On Monday, Jaime and I rented a yurt in Carlsbad.
It was really nice but I did for sure ended up drinking too much. I hate the person I become when I drink too much sometimes.
The best part was being by the beach. I don’t know but I always feel the most at ease when I’m at the beach. It’s the only thing that can convince me that everything is going to be okay.
I’m sorry guys. I feel like I’m being very vague and not very interesting. I just want to stay dedicated to writing because I need something to keep me sane because I feel like I’m losing my shit.